Lyrics to describe how I feel right now... [6th Entry]

Sunday 11 December 2011 [0351h]

Can't go back... but can't seem to leave either.

Now ordinarily I wouldn't give up
I'm no quitter, but under the circumstance
I Think it's better that I wash my hands of ya, love ya
But I'm thinking that I can't live with ya,
Can't live without ya
It's something about ya, that makes me wanna stick around and stay settled down
Even if it kills me but I can't


Cause I won't make It any further with you on my back
Carry your burden I can't do it this time, goodbye
But then again, do I listen to my heart, do I cry for help
I keep second guessing myself
Why does it have to be so, hard to let you go


Its almost sun down
I gotta put my foot down
And i know if I do
It's gonna hurt me more than it hurts you
I know how much you need me
Breaks my heart, believe me
Now I know what I gotta do
But it's gonna hurt me
More than it hurts you


I'm walking away like
Goodbye

--> Keri Hilson

Lyrics to describe how I feel right now... [5th Entry]

Thursday 18 August 2011 [0009h]

[Is it wrong? Always feeling like I only come in 2nd place?]

I sit here waiting for him to fix things...

... while he posts on about Football 3

[I know it's wrong, cuz he says he loves me, but it's how I feel sometimes]

Whatever. Cheer up, Bitch. You know you're his #1 >=P

When it comes to love

I know that pain

Comes with the territory

I've been here before

Can't take one more

To end like a sad love story

Now that you're here I'm hesitating

Just need a little understanding

I don't wanna wonder how you got close to my heart

It seems that we

Were meant to be

In love this way forever

Give me what I need

Then, baby, you'll see

That you are a treasure

Gotta know you're dedicated

See it through, you gotta be patient

Baby I'm so glad I waited for you to come along

See that you'll never leave me lonely

See that I'm your one and only

Tell me baby if I'll let you hold me

That I'll be safe in your arms

After all I said and done

After all the rain is gone

It feels too good to know

You're the sun to help me grow

After all the stars have fallen

You'll be there to hear my calling

So baby be gentle

Hold on, don't let go

If we fall apart you'll break my fragile heart

Promise you'll always be there

To handle it with care

Love me from the start

Don't break my fragile heart

--> Cassie

Lyrics to describe how I feel right now... [4th Entry]

Wednesday 17 August 2011 [1952h]

 ... Feeling like nobody **sigh**

Can you see me?

Cause I'm right here

Can you listen?

Cause I've been trying to make you notice

What it would mean to me

To feel like somebody

We've been on our way to nowhere

Tryin so hard to get there

I'm so tired

Of being invisible

But I feel it, yeah

Like a fire below the surface

Trying to set me free

Burnin inside of me

Cause were standing on the edge now

It's a long way down

--> Lemonade Mouth

Lyrics to describe how I feel right now... [3rd Entry]

Wednesday 10 August 2011 [0158h]

 ... the only one to make me feel like the fight never happened ♥

And when you say 'baby, it's gonna get better'

I believe you

And I wish that somehow I could see me

The way you do

With my imperfections

You think I'm perfect

When it's not easy

You make it worth it

When everything falls apart

And it seems like the world 

Is crashing at my feet

You like me the best

When I'm a mess

When I'm my own worst enemy

You make me feel beautiful

When I have nothing left to prove

And I can't imagine

How I'd make it through

There's no me without you

--> Ashley Tisdale

Lyrics to describe how I feel right now... [2nd Entry]

Tuesday 9 August 2011 [2228h]

 ... too much fighting X'(

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.

It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.

And why do we like to hurt so much?

I can't decide

You have made it harder just to go on

And why, all the possibilities, well I was wrong

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.

'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.

I still try, holding onto silly things, I never learn

Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win.

I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating

And that's what you get when you let your heart win.

Pain make your way to me, to me.

And I'll always be just so inviting.

If I ever start to think straight,

This heart will start a riot in me,

Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?

Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win.

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,

And that's what you get when you let your heart win. 

--> Paramore

Lyrics that make me smile

These lyrics make me smile... cuz it reminds me that even though I've lost some people who I've kept so close to my heart, I still have you guys. The people who never let me down when I really need you. The people who stick by me even when I'm stupid and make mistakes. The people who stand by and support my bad decisions, and then catch me when I fall. Those who patch me up and stick around laughing at me, with me, and helping me smile when I'm too stupid to let anybody catch me and I crash. Hard. We may fight from time to time, but in the end, we realise that fighting each other is stupid and make up! ^_^

You guys are, to put it simply, AMAZING! And I love you to pieces!!! ♥

You are mi Amigos Chikos & mi Amigas Chikas! ♥

Lyrics:

What could be any better than

Knowin' someone will be there when

You gotta pour your heart out

Tell your secrets to

Someone who lets you be yourself

There when you need help

They’ve got your back win or lose

Kickin' it with 'em just for fun

Or when you need the 411

Someone who gives a shout out

When lose your faith

Just when you think nobody can ever understand

They're right here to

Show you the way

Friends for life  

Lyrics to describe how I feel right now... [1st Entry]

Monday 18 July 2011 [0253h]

 ... as I listen to him sleep ^_^

I know that he loves me cause he told me so

I know that he loves me cause his feelings show

when he stares at me you see he cares for me

you see how he is so deep in love

I know that he loves me cause its obvious

I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts

and he's missing me if he's not kissing me

and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul

--> Destiny's Child